Journal Writing : 14

Someone Who I Miss So Much

            In this last journal writing, I want to share about someone who I miss so much. I think that everyone will miss so much to someone, especially to special someone in their heart. It happens to me. Okay, I am going to tell who the person who I miss so much, why I miss the person.

            The feeling is very haunting and very disturbing to me. Occasionally, I have attempted to make myself busy in order to eliminate the sense of longing that. but it's very difficult.May be, because it was missed once.The man came in my dreams. It was very missed when someone went to college outside the city of Jambi. It’s about two and a half years ago. When I was in the third year of Senior High School. Until now, I have been very difficult for eating  my food or for doing something because I have missed him.the thing proves about “ Ingat Kamu “ song. It really hurts my heart. Do you know who the person is? the person who made me fall in love. Because of him,  I refused the love that never came to me. Because I do not want to lie to my feelings and sense of longing that. I know it's very tormenting myself. But, it's all because of a sense of longing.

            Because a sense of longing, I have done some strange something for my self. Till I wrote this last journal writing. I still miss him. Even though, I met him three months ago. When he came back to Jambi for having his holiday.